Without a doubt, the worst thing is telling people you are close to. I know they are all going to be there for me but it feels like I am letting them down. I am a high strung, take charge person and love to lead -so I just feel like I am failing the people I love the most. Which means that is the number one thing I am living for - my family - gotta get a pic up and focus on that. It was devastating to tell my wife of 32 years and my kids. Lots of tears and hating the unknown. My mom lost a sister, mother and husband to cancer. My dad was 57 when he died. I am 58 - I know this is going to seem like deja vu all over again for her and I hate that I am putting her through that. But my mom is a nurse so I need her on the team to help push me to ask for more and to make sure we are thinking of all things medical. I need everyone on the team so I tell them all and get things rolling. I have two very close friends that are cancer survivors and the next call is to...